Disappointed

I had planned on going to church this morning.  I thought of my Grandmother yesterday and even mocked one of her Saturday afternoon rituals.  I painted my nails!   She would roll her hair on brush rollers and sit under the dryer several times during the day.  Then late Saturday afternoon she would do her nails all in preparation for church.  After her nails were dry she would select her dress, shoes, jewelry, and sometimes hat!  I love her and often think of her, she was fun!

I never made it to church today because I have miserable insomnia.   Sleep = healing and happiness.  Debbie without sleep = a weepy, miserable mess.  I thought surely I would sleep today and I would go to church tonight. Nope.  So today hasn't gone as plan.  Being content in all situations hasn't happened today.

Tomorrow is full of doctor appointments and being told I am doing great and me not sleeping is just part of it and it will go away soon.  I am sure it will but when you are going through it, misery!  So all and all I'm good I just need some sleep.

I need to go get my pillows and watch for the super moon tonight!  I pray I miss it!